Sad to be back

Surprise surprise, there will be no March baby to add to the family from us.  I must admit, it's been nice not testing, timing or trying.  I almost wish we were back to the beginning when we first got off of birth control doing this all over again.  Without a care in the world other than what we were going to name our little bundle and what his/her nursery should look like.  There's also a very small part of me that wishes I never wanted something so unattainable.  Why do I have to be the person who has only ever dreamt of being a mother?


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